I woke up older than I ever did before.
The rain drops on my eyes got me feeling sore.
And I thought that I could run, but you can’t ever run from what never happened after all.
I’m lost and trapped in this mirage of mine,
I think that I’m worth more than these words
But oh Lord, I think I’m going blind,
let me into Heaven and I swear that I’ll be more.
I always thought I’d be larger than anything before me,
but it’s hard to improve when there was nothing from the start.
I thought I was better but you caught me and saw me bleed.
Now it’s a matter of time before you decide its best to part.
Take me out
I’m lost and you’re what feels like home.
I can’t even let this be a song.
Make me feel like I’m worth more,
like I’ll actually be remembered when everything else is gone.