June 2011
8 posts
baby (absolut baby thread)
Sweat baby sweat, like the alcohol in my breath two ton love in a sustainable threat.
I’m holding on to a drug in my head keeping me warm while i sharpen this thread goes through my head sometimes all these words are better unsaid
Either give me a wound or give me pain I’m a lost head case wrong in the head too many drinks spilt my head onto the pavement I’m just better off...
Hopelessly hopeful
you’re just hopeless enough.
Hiatus
–noun, plural -tus·es, -tus. 1.a break or interruption in the continuity of a work, series,action, etc.
2. a missing part; gap or lacuna: Scholars attempted to account for the hiatus in the medieval manuscript.
3. any gap or opening.
April 2011
1 post
Tonight (demo)
So we sit around with cups in our hands Trading stares like it’s our last dance Baby teeth won’t ever grow we’re a memory carved into stone.
Ease off the nerves and set off the night Tonight we come back to life
And I don’t know where we’ll be And I don’t know where we’ll stand I just know that we have the whole world in our hands And I don’t know if we’ll be forever like right now So take...
March 2011
3 posts
For Her
what will be of them when they turn to stone? like my heart cracked and torn my pain will drain out my soul and feed it to the wolves our senses are wrong words aren’t songs only when they’re not torn and instead sung maybe i was born dead, not alive, bathed in scorn repeated verses in winter bore
Fall In Love/Summer In Hate
I hate the way I sink into your eyes Caught in a landslide stuck in my own mind When your words are ripped and reveal too much With such pain I will never be the same
Tell me they’re wrong and lets mix into the sun Tender words liek loaded guns an the sons of the long forgotten songs If it was all right Then how did your lips fall out of line?
I strive to be alone in love with your image...
My Best Asset Is My Lie Ability
Rip these chords Brainstorm in head Caught in the words you said Sinking ships like the walking dead Oh, they got it all wrong The truth does lie in sincerity of this sullen song Words aren’t enough to load this gun Tear apart and we’ll sink the sun (Mixed tapes and love in drapes) (Living is breathing in these torn shakes) Lay awake in sincerity Shoot up your melancholy Golden times...
February 2011
1 post
11:20:40
If I could drain out sorrow like the youth from our wings then I’m certain I’d stand to hear any bird sing. When time clocks out and the alarm gives off its ring I’ll be sure to fall asleep with my eyes, and their rings.
You’re the constant in my dreams when I fall in bed. You’re my moon and my stars, and my dreams in my head You’re what keeps me from thinking...
January 2011
10 posts
The Rising
We’ll crawl on the dust to set the truth We’re mirror images of the turning moon We’re the light on your porch, lighting up the forever of your hopes and dreams
We’ll tear you apart and break you down We’ll force the truth out without a sound We’ll fix you and cover you, wrap up your soul and stitch back your seams.
We are the requiem of the things you wear...
Ripped Apart
Phone call home for a bloody murder today I hope you’re wrapped in the blood you spread The tool shed hidden in your mind This will kill you for the rest of time.
The screams will ring in your ears forever Wrapped in the years you’ll spend in the guilt I hope you don’t rid yourself of this ghost forever.
And when you wake you will be long gone like the innocence you threw out,...
Only In Dreams
Fit into my doldrums, rising above the funeral home. Popping pills like your words carved out of stone. Repent in the world, take me out from the crosshair you once bore. Stuck in the world, sore, regret me some more.
There’s no medicine for my disease, but I’ll rise from this hollow broken back dream Tear me open from my seams. True love lies only in dreams.
And I never felt so...
Back to Back
My words will never be enough to describe how it feels to lose your love, but I can only hope and wonder that these are the words to show I was wrong. Maybe I was flawed in holding too tightly, but time is never alone Because misery always tags along
Just know in your heart, that I swear I’ll be right I’ll make you feel alive. Let me know that you’re inside, and I swear...
Xx
I wonder if you read this and think of me. I’m falling apart and crawling through the ceiling of your dreams. I’m just waste and gone, a minimal loss to you and your dreams. Do you realize that we’re never the same? We fall apart to the different perspectives. I never felt like I had an absence of words for these emotions before. It’s all in my head; your hands down my...
Ace of Hearts
it’s a shame that the world works in a fashion where one can give their all to someone else, and just be the best person you can be only to make something work. it’s wrong. and it falls on those who give in too much. i hate this feeling. when it all smells like rain. it’s just all an unmitigated disaster. i love the smell of it. but i hate the feeling that comes along with it....
Just remembering
Top Albums 2010 (In no order)
Kanye West - My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy
Hellogoodbye - Would It Kill You?
Circa Survive - Blue Sky Noise
Valencia - Dancing With a Ghost
My Chemical Romance - Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys
The Black Keys - Brothers
Brandon Flowers - Flamingo
Jimmy Eat World - Invented
Cee-Lo Green - The Lady Killer
Motion City Soundtrack - My...
Laying off
Playing piano in the dark, laying faces in the ground. They come out to you without a sound. When times rolls back, we have nothing left to do but to stay in tact. We break our rules and fall apart. Time is never essential and relative like the time you spend out in your feet in the dancefloor. I’m not much, but I can give enough to fulfill myself. Time is only going to bring us down....
Down
I got stuck on the lines in your head finding my way back into your bed. Your melody doesn’t sound as sweet when you back out from feelings you already exposed. Fall out and climb your way out, I’ll be stuck here for only so long. Fall apart and crawl away, you cracked me inside and so everything fell apart. It’s raining inside my chest and I just want to feel loved. Don’t...
Broken Dreamworks
I didn’t expect to begin with a romantic introduction. I just didn’t expect to fall apart in the beginning. Maybe words aren’t enough when indiscreet and involuntary actions take over me. I’m just alone in these thoughts and maybe a couple drinks to let me be free. I’m lost in my thoughts. I’m lost in your eyes. I’m lost in everything you said to me....
December 2010
6 posts
2010
January
Suffer through the hardest break up of all time
Live a high school version of “(500) Days of Summer” through this break up (soundtrack included)*
“Raise the bar”
Saturday
Get grounded for the rest of my life (not really)
Start talking to girl.
February
After a whole month and a half, get over break up.
Start to like girl.
Valentine’s Day valentines
...
Elizabeth
I’m never one to admit I was wrong or flawed When my mistakes cost you of your heart and your first time love.
I swear it was never my intention to steal your heart I never thought my feelings would be so far off when we part
Take your time in line with me, and I felt it in my blood It came out your teeth when you whispered you loved me. And I held your hand, under tables and under stands...
Sink
I’m getting lost again in that feeling in your gut when your pain and gain seem the same. I’m getting too caught up in this mess of a game in your head the look in your eyes makes me insane
If I had a chance to revisit the past, I’d take it all I’d live it just the same, but with a little more concern for the truth in voice. You’re far too confused to let me in and...
Cracked and Scarred
Beginning is not quite easy without the right line, how can you ever know how I feel about my mind when all I ever want is to show the world you’re mine?
True love is surviving through the spread cracks on our wall, we’re the tidal wave blowing away the leaves that fall. Swear we’ll take it all, we’ll take it all, we’ll take it all.
Lost in a world of broken love-...
High Tide (demo)
I care more than you notice, more than the world told us, and these are the first words I wrote for carpet burns. And I’m a fisher for red herrings cause I’m so gullible and easily deceived. High tide- sweet water hearts in this sea of ink before I part. Be my anthem and I’ll be your halftime show. I’ll be bigger and brighter than the Super Bowl. With car headlights making...
Walk You Home (demo)
If I walked you home would you leave me on my own, to wait endlessly for you?
I’m falling apart, tearing to bits, wait for your lips.
I said I’d never let you go, and truth still stands. You stole my heart and I’ll never get it back
Alone in my bed, now I don’t sleep cause you are, you are melting in my hands; a roman candle heart.
I said I’d never let you go,...
Kimberly (demo)
I want to scream outloud that you caught my eye. Nothing can ever make me this high. I’m a raising treetop, a floating tower in the sky.
I’m drowning in words and has-beens, in words I should’ve said. Your face makes my eyes turn red, I don’t ever want to stop again.
You’re my firefly. A star in the sky, princess turned bride. You’re my firefly.
And by saying...
November 2010
5 posts
Spotless (Always)
Shallow lights are filling in the lost souls that are caught up in me and you. Screaming out my hurting never suffices my lost listening of the truth. When every light screams out like your eyes at night. Glistening and spinning me, I got caught in a bad fight. Every word says less than I mean it to, when all I want to say is “I love you”
Tell me, are you caught up in me too? Will you...
Higher
It feels like it’s been to long since I’ve picked up the pen
Lay your cheers near my tears and we’ll pick up again
Shooting your blood down my veins, you drive me insane
I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again
And lay your lips on me
Lay them and make me free
It’s too much too fast, but it’s not wrong at all
When it’s all said and done...
Spinning Out (Here to Stay)
You wake up on the break of day, and nothing sounds quite like yesterday. But I fall in love with the same old song that you play, And every word I whisper calls out your name.
Can you hear all the things I say? Can you hear me call out your name? I’m spinning out and the truth comes out, but I would not have it any other way. You’re here to stay.
Falling over and over again, your...
On the Shore
I’m falling over like a castle in the sand Shoot me right through the clipboard and hear me fall - bam. Trick me so conspicuously and make me feel bad I want your lips tighter than the fist in my hand.
Never wanted to fall, but I’m on my knees for you Calling over through the speaker: “It’ll be over soon”
Make this last forever ‘cause it’s all that I...
October 2010
6 posts
I never thought I'd relate to this as much as I...
“purple teeth. purple liquid courage.
i deserve a purple heart.
i just wanna swim inside your salty eyelids just like a shark.
damn, i’m a head case.
doc gave me a new face.
even my problems got problems.
baby black out and fix them. in conclusion wheres my drink been?
i was born a legend- i‘m just waiting for it to kick in.
i say we let the love loose like dogs.
baby full of...
Better Lovers Than Friends (Blackout)
I’m a self-taught masochist. I’m a working class turning blitz. I’m an image of what you won’t ever see. I was built for my own skin baby, I just need to let it in.
If I could just let you react to any move I did, it’d be far more rewarding that the sweet indifference you give. I need you like you’re my own china white. Knocking stairs off the stadium, far out...
The Maine deserve the award for most improved band...
“That’s the only reason you like me isn’t it? Because I was playing the bass when...”
– Augustine Rampolla (via mollycowan)
He’s really got you figured out Molly.
Take Me Out
I woke up older than I ever did before. The rain drops on my eyes got me feeling sore. And I thought that I could run, but you can’t ever run from what never happened after all.
I’m lost and trapped in this mirage of mine, I think that I’m worth more than these words But oh Lord, I think I’m going blind, let me into Heaven and I swear that I’ll be more.
I always...
September 2010
3 posts
1 tag
Angry Rant v.1
This may possible be my first and only personal post, but I just need to get it out.
Yesterday, my friends and I went to the movie theatre for one of my buddy’s birthday. When we climbed the electric stairs (Because I turned them off) we realized a “rave” was going on in a store. It was two guys DJing inside a small room with a glass wall for outsiders to see. What was appalling...
It's true, romance is dead; I shot in the chest...
2 tags
August 2010
7 posts
Oh dear Lord,
Please let me into heaven for just an afternoon.
Life is passing me by.: "What about feeling like... →
love-underestimated-me:
justahomeboy:
All the time.
The alcohol and drugs addiction counselor asked us this today. She asked us teenagers resorted to alcohol and drugs. Most of the seniors answered the questions. Then she asked us why teenagers drank and smoked and got high.
“Because there’s nothing else to do.”
My opinion? I…
Ok, through this. In a country where you seldom have...
Life is passing me by.: "What about feeling like... →
All the time.
The alcohol and drugs addiction counselor asked us this today. She asked us teenagers resorted to alcohol and drugs. Most of the seniors answered the questions. Then she asked us why teenagers drank and smoked and got high.
“Because there’s nothing else to do.”
My opinion? I…
Ok, through this. In a country where you seldom have anything to do at night if you’re...
It's a Weezer kind of week.
El Scorcho - Weezer
Goddamn you half-Japanese girls Do it to me every time Oh, the redhead said you shred the cello And I’m jello, baby You won’t talk, won’t look, won’t think of me I’m the epitome of Public Enemy Why you wanna go and do me like that? Come on down to the street and dance with me I’m a lot like you so please Hello, I’m here,...
The words I wish I wrote.
I’m sorry that it took so long To write this song But i gave up You see one million words can’t describe How it feels To know your love Where did i go wrong? I should have told you from the start That i’m closer then you think When we’re apart Nothing that i’ve tried Is as simple as this line But without you My life is incomplete My days are absolutely...
These words are starting to not make sense
… Just look back at the evidence.
A few wild rhymes out of structure, I’d be the one, if the love had struck her.
I’m a memory bank to your repressed old past, calculated and set apart, I bet you forgot that part. I’ll be the kingdom come of your own worst hate, the one you left; when you told me it was a little too late. And every word that came out of your mouth seemed...
Untitled
Send a candle up into the heights of the mountain paradise. A memory for the swallowed emotions I ate back in my cries. I can’t seem to put my finger on it, but it’s reminiscent of a time inside when I let you in way too deep than I originally planned.
I’m fighting with the struggle of the words and eloquence. You’ll suffer from the over-exposure to your audience.
A gift...